"I think another part of me feels like I would be upset with myself if I found out that if I had just been patient things would work out. But I don't even know if I can just be patient. I don't think this is just about impatience. I really think something is changing in me.
Any thoughts?"
Perhaps like me the realization is setting in, that no matter what I did she was going to choose to NOT be happy. Perhaps it was not meant to be?? I dont want to bring you down.... its just that I feel like I have been in the place you are describing for awhile now, and I am happy to have you as company Nomo......
Maybe it was meant for in the end for me and you to get together...see the world!!??? Have babies??? Ok ok I am getting a bit zealous here, and you know I am just kidding..
