back to square -1 or -10000

[cat03]

thanks Aud, yes hon, you are right--looking at my little treasures I realize that yes, I can be strong for them. Guess what? just heard from him.

1rst txt "the phone's been messing up" 2nd "would you like to have lunch tomorrow?"

Well, apparently he just decided not to contact me until today (to give himself time to think I guess?) and on my end I declared it doomsday *SIGH*

Guess I'm still in chasing mode, hard to break bad habits. I also forget that all of us, specially men vs. women process things at a different pace. I still have my chess set, all set up, and expect him to say this and that and to act this way and that.

I shut my trap, didnt' ask why he didnt' call, didn't recall the unanswered questions about op anymore, just told him I assumed he wasn't ready to talk about them and maybe he can bring that subject up to the C tomorrow. We'll have lunch.

*breath in* *breath out* jeez....