Trust is a very touchy thing. I have chosen to forgive my H and have decided to trust him as well, however, it's easier said than done. Perfect example happened today. I got a call on H's cell, which I now carry, from the UPS store saying that a package he tried to send keeps coming back. Of course, my heart just bottoms out as I wonder what it is and who he was sending it to. Turns out to be totally innocent, one of his drawings to his best friend, but those feelings and doubts are always lurking.
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
