Cameras? Wow, isn't that almost funny? They project their guilt on us. He told me once about someone who put recorders on the phones to monitor everyone in their home. I checked to see if he had done that here, because in their jobs they would probably know people who can set them up. I know he knows an ex-cop who owned a spy shop.
I think it is to clear my mind, because I was thinking too much about things, and it was making me feel bad all the time again. I won't deny him intimacy, because he had said that was one of the reasons he was angry with me, and like you said, we women need affection.
It isn't your sitch making me think this way, it's just that we are both having the issue of the no ow contact promise, and wondering just how much contact there really is. That is another reason to detach a little.
I have now and then started leaving out some of the books I have been reading to let him see some of them, but not DR or DB.
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P.S. our new litle kitten wants to say something, and won't leave me alone until I let him play with the keyboard.
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