Are we piecing yet?

[Have Faith]

Just journaling and have a question.

Yesterday was really a steller day. After receiving a bouquet of beautiful flowers (for 18th anniversary of 1st date), getting a vm that said ILY and then being taking out to dinner and drinks after my golf league, he actually kissed me twice. I mean really kissed me. Not a peck, but a nice sensual kiss. Two of them. He has not kissed me that way since last October.

This scares me. He is moving out. He took some clothes last night to his friends house. Not many. In fact, I couldn't even tell that he took any, except some underwear. He spent the night with me and this morning I reminded him of some toiletry items that he needed to take with him, since he was going to be at the friends house tonight. He said he didn't need them since he would be stopping by on Friday. He had earlier asked me if it would be ok for him to come by on Friday evening if I didn't have anything planned. I told him that I would be golfing in the afternoon, but should be home around 7:30.

I know that he hasn't given up the OW, and I really don't understand what is going on now. He even asked me to meet him today in the park for lunch. He told me that I had 90% of him. I told him I really didn't understand what he had to think about. How do you give up 90% for the 10% with OW.

While I love all of this, it scares me. I'm getting my hopes up so high. I don't want to have my heart shattered again.

We have been going out to dinner every Saturday and he has said nothing to me about that. He has mentioned both Friday evening and all day on Sunday. Do I make myself available for dinner on Saturday and wait to see if he is going to ask or do I find something else to do and not be available.

What is your opinion????

Faith