I am not saying that the sole reason I am staying in this M is because of my vows, that is just a small part of it. The primarily reason is, and always has been, because of my love for him. He knows that and acknowledges I am the only woman that has ever given him, what he considers to be, unconditional love. However, does he even know what unconditional love is?

You can't make someone love you and I don't know if he will ever know what REAL love is. He needs to learn how to love himself first but to do that, he has to open up and I don't know if he is willing to go to that very vulnerable place.

Heywyre

M - 57
H - 65
1st A-bomb - Nov 27/02
2nd A-bomb - Dec 13/06
together 21 years
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Insanity is doing something over and over and expecting different results (Albert Einstein)