Stories don't always end

[BeingMe]

So, my H has been a lot calmer these past couple of days. He says he's going to finish out the two weeks at this remote assignment. Then, once he has received the visa for the new job, resign (has to give 1 month notice), and just let it go (he was going to give the CEO a piece of his mind, but I didn't see the point, and told him it wouldn't make a difference in how they treat their staff, so why bother). I wonder if my contribution helped? Maybe, my saying to just resign now, helped him realise that I support him, and care about his wellbeing. I also suggested he let it go, and not stress out too much because by the end of September, hopefully, he won't be working for them. So, the end is in sight, jobwise. I also thanked him for having to put up with this in order to support us, his family.

I have been a little down this week ... not sleeping well, then getting up late, not being able to find the motivation to do my GAL goals. I feel like I'm moving through water. Just tired of all the peripheral stressors in my life right now ... our lack of financial planning, the home business H started and some issues there, H's job problems, and so on. Life, I know, but lately it's been getting to me. I don't like lose threads, and like to get things sorted out, and not just hanging.

So, there have been some positives, but I am feeling like I'm living an anticlimax ... not sure why, but will just keep pushing forward. Maybe, just running out of steam.

Okay, vent over.