Separated from WAW

[dlt1]

Had to go by the house at lunch today. Not a made up reason either. had a feeling I missed something in my checking balance, and sure enough showed a negative balance. So I had to get my secret stash (only way I don't spend it) and go make a deposit. Of course, I texted W just to let her know I would ne in the house for a few minutes. Her response "that;s fine, thx"
Ugh, not that I expected more, she is moving forward with D afterall. But it still hurt. Hurt more to see my dogs and walk through the house. And of course are wedding pix (still up on the mantle).
I've been debating about wearing my ring. I took it off Sunday night. Kind of to accept what she is saying. It's done. It felt wierd and thought about putting it back on. Decided to keep it off for the week, just to let it sink in and see how it feels. Now I don't know if putting it back on will keep me from letting go? Maybe just wear it around her? Doesn't fell honest either. I think I'll keep it off at least until after I see W. Then reevaluate. I want her to know I accept her feelings, but I still am wanting to work thinsg out. I'm not going to push it b/c she does not want that. Co confusing all of a sudden. (or again I guess). Any wise words?