Sorry you've reached this spot, Heywyre... can't really blame you. It's exhausting when you're doing both sides yourself...
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So, for the time being, it's out of my hands and, quite frankly, I am about to throw in the towel anyway. I am getting to the point where I am just to exhausted to fight, or even care, anymore
When your H picks up on the fact that you are REALLY here, that will be his opportunity to step up to the plate.