Hopeless and eveyone, You talked about the hobby cowboys. I married a real rancher and rodeo cowboy The tall dark handsome type when we got married had a lot incommon. He was fun and worked hard. We worked hard and rodeoed and what a dream. Even though I came from a ranching family. Its the life everyone dreamed of except we were in a partnership with family. I think that was the start of our down fall. Struggles in a family business even though they are all close has its hard ships and really effected us. When we sold our main place and he went to work else where because the money was so good the farther he pulled away. I stayed home and worked and kept the rest of the business together. I even think that he was a little jealous that I could run it and keep things together. He used to be so cranky when he would call about business and now he will aleast tell me what a good job I am doing where he would never do that before. He actually is a pretty good business partner only if the OW wasn't around. It is hard because she wants my life style and my family because hers is such a wreck. I find my self still asking to many questions. Yesterday morning he was real friendly and up and today real distant. He is only and hour away and only came over to see S once.
I guess I ask to many questions and don't keep the conversation interesting.HE can always find something wrong with me.
Bob You can bring your girls over anytime to ride.
I have up and down days. The detaching article is helping more and more. Its so hard having him so close and knowing she has her claws into him and convincing him how much better she is thatn me. But has been a almost a year since she started chasing him. I guess it is time to move ahead for me. I know I keep saying that it is just hard to let go.....
