Great meeting you also this weekend, you are just one more example of what are our WASs thinking? Sorry to hear that you're feeling torn again, not because I think you should do one thing or another, but because I know it just SUCKS.
I'm no expert, so all I got is...try to focus on the day-to-day or even getting through the next hour or few minutes. Working on your license and getting busy with all that after you've gotten it should help, I imagine. Stay busy and know that you don't have to do anything until you're good and ready. In addition, just put yourself first as much as possible, i.e. what does f21 WANT or NEED? Hope you feel better soon...hang in there until it does.
Oh, and thanks for the message regarding my travel day from hell - would have responded but - well, I was in travel hell... Finally made it back though!
Kev
"Our greatest glory is not in never falling but in rising every time we fall." -Confucius
"God alone decides the contest; but we must put our shoulders to the wheel." -Adm. D.G. Farragut
Kevin-38; XW-36 M-2.5, together 4 Bomb-1/6/07; D-6/27/07
Finally made it back though!