So now my emotions are torn between the fact that I have accepted my sitch, and look forward to a new life, with still wanting to save my M and family.
Does anyone else go through these mixed emotions daily?
I know exactly how you feel. I am going through it right now also. Our court date is 8/28 and H has started a little communication with me again. I too have accepted this mess that he created and was starting to look forward to meeting someone that cared about me and only me, but I am now struggling with the fact that I still love him and want to help him because he seems so sad, lonely, and confused. I guess we are all in a sitch where we are damned if we do and damned if we don't. Life is full of what-if's...it's all about choices and dealing with them the best we can. All I can say is do what you need to do for yourself. You don't want to live your life in regret because you let fear or pride get in the way of attempting to save your marriage and keep your family together. In the end, if our WAS's don't want to reconcile, we don't have a choice. Stay strong and take care.
M:28, D finalized: 8/28/07 Current Thread
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