back to square -1 or -10000

[cat03]

well, apparently I spoke too soon, H is still jerking me around. Last night we'd talk about taking a vacation before the end of the summer, all sort of misc talk. TOday I decided to ask him, since he never did say "I will cut all contact with op" rather it was me during C who said he'd had to do that (stupid me, that very same hr earlier on the C told me HE , H, had to have said that , NOT me.
I txt him at 4pm today if he had told her he'd be cutting contact, if he was still txting her and when would he change phone # like he agreed to do, (we had talked about that 2x, eah time he'd act clueless, I told him to just call the carrier and that'd be it. And, that I could not take one more lie from him.

What was his responce? first, a txt abuot something silly we had talked about the night before, the second one only read "when would (carrier) they let me do it, would it take long?" and that was it!!!! no reference AT ALL about the op contact

What kind of moron does he think i am??? acting like he has no idea what's going on??? my reply was short, told him carrier would do it when he'd tell them too, and that he was avoiding my question. That was at 5pm. It is now 10pm and no word of him.

My patience is paper thin by now, unless he has a good explanation as of why he didn't answer or tells me he did it already (and yes, i will ask to see his phone) I will tell him to stay out, I dont' want him in this house, I won't live in constant hearache because he doesn't have the balls to be man and fight for his family.

That's it folks, my rant of the day, I've given my all, it's all in his hands now, and as much as it might hurt me, I will turn around and never EVER look back.