is sideways a direction?

[cire2]

Back to court tomorrow to address the TRO XW took out.

I was at a out of town meeting yesterday and after the meeting I went and had drinks with XW's best friend as we work with each other. We have never spoke about anything concerning X and that changed last night. She, (after a few) brought up the X and I. I don't know if she was fishing or what the reason but it seems the X is rewriting facts. The stories she tells her friend are bizarre to say the least.

One things evident, and that is the fact I still have feelings of love for her but in a numb way. I was told she has already broke up with OM once and was suppose to travel to TX with him for a week but backed out of that. The woman has serious issues and it's just sad to me that I just have to move forward and let her crash.

On a lighter note I am anxious to see whats in store for me as an unattatched, middle aged, slightly damaged, high mileage, father of 2. If the past is any indication it won't be boring.

Ahh LIFE...

cire