HBT I hope tonight finds that you are getting stronger. I know that the start of this is the hardest part, it will get better over time.
Originally Posted By: hanginbyathred
The guilt is taking over too as my kids are watching me on this hideous adventure that we had no choice in but 'I created. It shouldn't be such a surprise since I brought us here to this place...'
Please do not think that this was you, nothing that you have done put you in this place. I have been through this and still get the blame for being so bad for so long. It is not you and remember that, you can hold you head high even though sometimes it might seem hard. When this is all said and done you will be able to look at yourself in the mirror everyday for the rest of your life knowing that you did everything you could. I RCR gave you some great advise in you last thread, as well as giving me some of the same advise. Go back and read it, remember you are the rock that your children look to for guidance. Patience and even though my W would disagree Hope and Faith.
"Worry is the price you pay for most of the things in life that never happen"
