Thanks Husband and Scott. I agree that I have done all I can. He opened the door...I responded...but the ball's in his court. He's the only one that can hold the D up because I waived all my rights.
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What are your plans for the next few days, two weeks, next month?
I am going out with some friends tonight to a martini bar. I'm going out on Friday with my co-workers for a happy hour to celebrate our exam passing. Looks like all my plans involve drinking...I guess that is what happens when your H is crazy. Would you believe that I never really drank before this all went down? Now, I drink socially....another 180 for me. I have probably had more drinks in the last 9 months than I have in the last 9 years. Other than that I don't really have any plans. I am going to stay strong, but I really do hope that H contacts me to get together this weekend to have a true heart to heart. I don't think we've had one of those yet. I would like to see him pour his guts out to me, but I know that probably won't happen. I am in a much stronger state than him, and I still would really like to help him. My goal right now is to make it through the next two weeks without too many tears. On the 29th, I will be celebrating my divorce and going out on my first date...just kidding, but that probably isn't too far around the corner for me.
