HBT - You survived the weekend! I thought about you all weekend and really wished I could have checked in, but I didn't know if there was computer monitoring software on SIL's computer (3 teenage kids). I didn't want to chance it.
From what I have read, Lissie has been around for a while and knows what she is talking about. I think that her advice to "not let this consume your life" is great. It did me so good to escape from "reality" for a little bit. Lissie's question - what are you doing for you - is also good. Church was a good step - even if you did get a little teary. Do something else tomorrow - it does help.
Boy, your post above could have been written by me. It does just seem so unreal and foreign. I simply can't believe that this is the man that I married. I'm sure you feel the same way.
I will be on later posting on my thread to give an update but I have to run D to class. H will be there. I don't even want to see him. I know that the MLCer goes through stages...but does the LBS? I am feeling a lot of anger lately. I keep making the mistake of distancing instead of detaching - I know it is not right, but I'm struggling with my anger. If I distance, then he can't see the anger.
This is so tiring. Hang in there HBT and I will post later.
