Are we piecing yet?

[Have Faith]

Well, well. What a surprise today. I'm really getting the treatment. So right b/4 lunch this beautiful bouquet of flowers shows up w/o a card. I called the florist and they told me that they were from my H and he did not want a card sent.

I went to lunch with a girlfriend and when I got back I had a vm from him saying I'm outside of your office, but you aren't answering the phone. Anyway Happy 18th Anniversary and ILY. This is the first ILY. He has said LY, or signed cards and e-mails with L, but no ILY.

I called him back to thank him and he said well it is an important date (never has been b/4. It is just the 1st time we met and went on a date). And then he has to throw in "no matter what happens with us." So why did he have to throw that in there? I'm trying not to think about the negative comment, but it bothers me.

At any rate I will live on the ILY for a long time. Maybe once he has said it, he will feel more comfortable saying it again.

Hope so.

Faith