Doing better, Nomo -- really working on trying to completely detach and not think about W at all. Trying not to make any decisions based on or revolving around affecting change in her. Just working on doing everything for me and my kids ONLY from now on. I think it is the best course to take now. I must work on completely moving on now, and hope that if W ever decides to come back, I'll be willing to take her back or work on a new R.
It is really quite liberating, and I feel I've prepared myself fairly well for this new phase. Just need to get a new job now to occupy my time and mind more.