Sorry man, we'er here fo ya. It doesn't mean that the fight is over, just need more time. Working on you is a great idea right now, keeping an open mind about you R/M will be enough for now (if that's what you want to do.) I can honestly say that when I accepted that my M was over, I hurt like hell, but it made it easier for me to deal and is also when I started seeing improvement. I had to tell W that I was happy and ok, she "saw that I was" (actually acting as if) and told me that it helped her becuase she was always worried about hurting me and hadn't been dealing with anything (was in total limbo for first two months). Good luck, keep your head up, and take care of you. Your doing great. I know it hurts, but it gets easier. Your a month behind me, so maybe in another month or so you'll see some positives like I did. Later bro.
Me 31 W 28 D 2 1/2 Together 8 years, Friends for 13 years S Bomb fathers day 2007 Found out about EA on 07/29/07 Working on me!!!