Are we piecing yet?

[Have Faith]

So today is our 18 year anniversary of our first date. He has reminded me of this several times over the last week. Never was a big deal in prior years and don't really understand why it is now.

I have golf league tonight and then H wants to meet at Applebees to have a drink when I'm done. Probably won't be until around 8:30, but I told him that would be nice. I bought him a book that he probably won't read, yesterday at the Christian book store call "When Good Men are Tempted" by Bill Perkins. It peaked my interested within the first two pages. Now I just hope it does the same for my H, as I have read it and found it to be very helpful. He isn't much of a reader.

H is suppose to have his stuff moved out tonight and then staying at a friends until he can get this figured out. Last night when he came in to brush his teeth, I was already in bed. He sat on the edge of the bed and wrapped his arms around me and held me for a long time. He said, "I will miss you a lot." I said I would miss him too. He came to bed and was touchy all night and then spooned with me this morning before he got up. When he left for work, he said he would call me today. I think he has been waiting for me to tell him that I didn't want him to go and that he could stay. I have done that in the past. I'm very comfortable about him leaving. If he spends more time with OW, then he will see that they do not have anything in common. He already know this and he has told me that he has seen things in her he did not like. GOOD! Let him spend some more time and see more things he doesn't like.

Anyway, I'm in good spirits today. It will be hard to not have him at the house, but I think it will be harder on him them me.

Faith