WAH-MLCer was not in a great mood yesterday & I believe that friend/OW is trying to put pressure on him again, escpecially since "her" B-Day is coming up soon. Ugh!!!
Plus, WAH-MLCer seemed "put out" for having to pick child up while I worked a second job and was going to a school board meeting.
Every indication last night was that he didn't bathe child, but fed child, place child to bed & then was drinking, went to bed himself & passed out. At least I was home by 8:30pm & child was good when I check in & even wanted "Mommy" to climb in bed. :-) (which I did - for a little while)
This morning, WAH-MLCer was in a huff that I moved to the sofa during the night due to congestion & not wanting to wake him up. Then, of course, the sex was not up to par & he mumbled under his breath about it AND mentioned friend/OW name!
AARRRGGHHH...devil go away, prayers help me!
I can still see that WAH-MLCer is trying, his relationships w/child, I & pets have improved since last year. Just hope I can continue to keep my mouth shut, stay the course & As If.
The roller coaster ride does twist/turn when you least expect, hence I know I'm(we) not ready to move to piecing.
Please send PMA....
Thank you!
MariS
"Going for the Gold & not the Booby prize"
Become the change you want to see.....
Me - 37 WAH - 35 child - 2yrs Separated - August '06 Married - 10yrs, Together 18 Not feeling WAH's internal struggle - Feb '08
