Feeling like clingy CVA is back out and I need to put him away for a while so he understands his place in the overall being that is CVA. He is destructive and not sure I really even want part of him at all. We all have this part of us inside us, that need to be wanted and loved, it is the unhealthy part that overwhelms people that needs to be put out of his misery. Sybil anyone?
I am glad you are aware of this. That is the first step. I wondered about it the other day when you posted to the ladies for some affirmation. Yes, we all need to be wanted and loved. And, trust me, you will be.
Originally Posted By: CVA
How many of these crazy people are inside me? Wow, I am deep today.
A lot, I think. And one part of you that I think you need to discover/explore is what I believe they call the warrior within. I may have that wrong. This is the guy that defends you, protects, fights for your rights. I think this is who is in charge when the anger is most likely to bubble up. Hey, warrior CVA is a good guy. He has an important role to fill. And he does it well. But overall CVA (the aware ego, I believe) needs to be in the driver's seat, so that warrior CVA comes out when you really want him to, and so he can be controlled.
Kind of weird stuff, I know. But makes sense to me. And awareness is the first step to you (and all of us) realizing who we are today, and becoming who we want to be tomorrow.
Nomo
PS - I still can't believe you find me intense/intimidating. I am really sweet. See my smiley faces???
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