Still Tryin's new thread 2

[S.T. _I Made It!]

Last night, my son woke up again, and I take him back and fall asleep on his bed cuz I'm so tired. well, when I finally got back in ours at 4am, H asked if I was okay, I said ya I guess. He was half asleep, but for him to ask that was pretty cool. Then this morning I woke up to see that he wrote a note on the toiletpaper roll, "have a good day". so nice I couldn't believe it. I've always wanted him to write me stuff, but he never ever does. I txt him with a thankyou and it was really cool.

Last night I was kinda annoyed..pms meeting me this week...cuz he was asking me for stuff and not saying please and I don't know, I guess I was just in a not so great mood. But I just played with him, not acting mad, just being sarcastic/funny like. But I ended up doing what he wanted...one thing was make an ad for him to take to work for his bike. I was suppose to go out to the bike and see the mileage and what tires, etc. So I think that's why he wrote that note, since I did something for him lastnight. not sure.

oh, but I saw a keychain that had the name "monica". I said to him later, "who's monica?" and he all the sudden got a sly grin or something, and told me it was a golf cart for the pga and they were using it. But I didn't exactly care for the little grin he had though! What also had happen recently is that while I was in Wichita he asked if I cared he go out one night with some girls from work. I'm thinking, who on earth would they be? (there are no girls he'd want to go out with there) well, it ends up being some Pepsi Hummer driver girls that go around driving this hummer. Well, I told him, I don't know. That just seems kinda weird. Would you care if I did that? he said, well if you went out with some guys at church, and I said, um that's not really the same, you don't even know these girls. Well, I told him, if he was fine with me doing something like that, then I guess I was okay with him. Later in the convo after he found out I might be coming back that night, he said, well call me so I know when your coming in, and I said, oh so you can get the girls out of the house (joking), and he thought that was funny. It kills me that I can joke about that. That's probably not right, or is it?
oh, I forgot he said that stupid line about, if he was doing something he wouldn't be tellin me- or maybe it was he said I wouldn't know about it. I said, you better not say that cuz you said that before and I DID know.

Well, he ended up not going because they wanted to go party at clubs and he didn't want that, just wanted to go out to eat or something cuz he was starving.

I really believe he's not doing anything, just by how everything is. I sometimes think, how quick the whole thing was last year. maybe he really wasn't in an MLC.

okay, gotta go...