feeling pretty good today. this is going to sound silly, but I forced myself to wear something pretty to bed last night. I've found myself reverting to t-shirts, but forget it. I need to feel pretty, non-troll-like, and it seems like such a shallow thing, but I felt better for it. going to keep remembering that. going to remember even though I'm on my own, its nice to look/feel good.
off to the gym, then going to enjoy this beautiful day. feels like summer is really winding down here in new england...probably one of our last hot days. am meeting up with some friends at the swim club later...probably the last day there. I am happy to say I didn't let summer pass me by. I didn't sit and wallow and feel sorry for myself. well, I may have, from time to time, but I didn't let it paralyze me.
happy to say I did not end up calling H last night. he hasn't called yet this morning, and I'm actually not fretting/letting my imagination run wild.
so we'll see what today brings. I'm determined to make it a good one.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
