Plank/WAW, thread 2

[Heimlich]

Your repetitious self-interested pushing of your own agenda is self-destructive. Period. End of story. Stop it.

Thanks OT. The worst part is you're right. And I knew that. And I know that. Could've used this whack a few weeks ago. Maybe you and Delia can alternate?

I don't regret giving her my ring or telling her what I said very briefly. The rest, yeah. I think I could have said what needed to be said once and much more briefly.

However, I feel calm for the first time in a while. Going back to past patterns of interaction in our R, part of me felt like I had to dig out her emotions and have her tell me how she felt.

Regardless, I'm done. She's known I've been in love with her for almost 17 years now. It'll be interesting to see how she feels as I treat her as a friend for the first time ever.

BD