CVA - Angels vs. Devils

[Not Much Left]

THanks Nomo.

Here is what I left out, duh, I was blocking.

Talked about pastor (W's sisters' husbands' dad) and his wife. I asked if she had talked to his wife. She said she talks to them every 2 wks or so.

Recall that he is the guy / couple who brought us back together the last few times. I got irritated w/ him once while this was going on as he stressed how CVA was in selfish mode and basically was saying to me I had screwed up and it was pretty much my fault. THe last time I talked to him he brought up paying either he or someone else a bunch of money to help me??? It left a bad taste in my mouth so I have not talked to him since.

Anyway, we talked about this (why I hadnt talked to him), I gave her a bit of background as noted above and she seemed pretty interested in all this. I think she was sensing I had taken it ALL wrong. Told her this happened after the last time too, i.e. he had asked for money. So this time it just hit me wrong.

Anyway, I got away from the issue. Thinking I might need to call the pastor now and see what he knows although I definitely need to think about it.

I also told her that all the C I am doing is for me as I recently realized I have some things I still need to work on. Specifically told her people have told me some of my comments lately still have an undercurrent of anger and that I did not want to be that person, regardless of anyone else.