I can push him aside, try to move on with my life, etc, but it doesn't mean he actually goes away...he's still there. (does that make sense)? and I'm probably irritated because wtf does he have to be irritated about? that I'm living my life without him? well, he doesn't want a part of it. I suppose it comes down to the same old, same old, he's angry because I'm not doing the hard part...aka, asking for the divorce. or maybe he's not mad at all, maybe she really is there, even though he said she wasn't going. maybe she's there and he doesn't want to sound chummy to me. or maybe its because his buddy is there, and same thing, he doesn't want to sound chummy with me?
or maybe I'm doing exactly what my friend keeps telling me not to...stop thinking for him. stop answering the questions for him. but then again, would asking him the questions really be a good idea?
Lordy Morgan, my head is spinning with all these "maybe this and maybe that" scenarios!
Lights, Camera, Drama!!!!!
Slow down and stop trying to write his part in the script.
Breath in, breath out, breath in, breath out, wax on, wax off, wax on, wax off.
BTW, say "wax off" real fast 10 times!
Don't call him!!!! Your pursuing and that's not attractive. Your to busy with your exciting life to worry about his miserable one.
Just Chill dude!!!
"It is curious that physical courage should be so common in the world and moral courage so rare." -Mark Twain
