the doc got my second set of labs back and immediately referred me to a specialist at the hospital. she reviewed my labs and examined me, then i got an hour and half long lecture from the her. my health is so bad that basically it comes down to that i remove wife from my life or she agrees to resolve issues immediately. she said unfortunetly your going to have to push the decision now.
i broke the news to wife, told her what was going on and got accused on manipulating the situation again. she thinks i'm ef'ing lying. so all i said is pretty mellow voice was, sorry we could work things out. then she gets all emotional, oh god your not kidding. said no i'm not. told her i would get the papers together and file shortly. all she could say was ok.
i'm done, and i feel good about it. someone who could care less about me like that, do the things she did, i don't want around. she has been the stress inducing object in my life for years and i have had enough. she thinks we are going to be friends, but we aren't, i really don't want anything to do with her.
everyone here has been great, and i'm not done yet. i'll keep posting through this process, but i think i need to avoid the board and stuff for a while. i just need her out of my mind and life. keep db'ing, i really sucked at it once the pressure got going, but that is life. she is gone and strangly enough the world didn't stop spinning. my doctor is totally hot and she was flirting with me a little, i'm defiently going to at least ask once this thing finalizes. w has no idea how quickly i'm going to push this through.
