Agent- I am jealous that of your sitch even though it is confusing.
I wish there *was* something to be jealous of. He has decided, consciously, to break my heart, free himself up to possibly pursue a relationship with some unknown person who is better than me, to rip apart our family, create a life that does not involve me (and I quote "I am trying to make something for my life that is different than this" as he indicates our house,etc), to make an effort to stifle feelings that he has for me. I say "consciously" because it isn't like he somehow fell in love with someone else and now is being driven by those feelings, acting out of the "fog". He is leaving me for nothing. In his eyes, "nothing" is preferable to being with me.
Me-43 H-46 M 12 yrs 7/09 T 15 2 grown kids bomb 7/05/07 H moved out 8/04/07 11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing
