sorry not more, agent99. but he's right, there is always hope, if you want there to be. try to concentrate on yourself for a while. park that rollercoaster in the station for a bit and concentrate on something you have real control over. I know that helps me.
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"