You must be Super Women with the kids. It wears me out thinking of all the stuff you have going on. I admire how you are handling it. I to wonder what God has in mind for us and why we are going through this. I also realize the mistakes I made and like you I was willing to try and correct them. But his response was its to late I waited all this time and tried to help you and you ignored me. Like he was trying to correct himself he has such a chip on his shoulder. She is the best friend that is perfect now. I know I can't do anything about her and everyone tells me that I have to do the best for me. I know that is what you are struggling with too. It is hard being put in or situation. I admire your strength. I am lucky to fact my boys are in their 20's so they can handle it the way they want and I don't have to worry about OW seeing them...( She is a horrible mother-4 kids and they all live with their dad-How handy for her and my H.
Hang in there- You are right I have done a lot of soul searching too. Have a good day and Keep moving ahead..We will Survive....
