Wow. I woud think that you would welcome someone taking the time to demand more of you, since you have been stuck in the same cycle for years.
Earlier in this thread, you had 2 people say pretty much the same thing to you. You lost a couple of valuable resources. Those people have been thru this, and can see how stuck you are. People are not here to beat up on you or to make you feel bad. You are just a particularly hard case because you refuse to see that nothing is changing for you. You simply use this site as a blog, and nothing more.
I really do wish the best for you. I hope that someone else comes along and responds to your posts. This thread started off strong, with, as I said, valuable resources for you. But you just kept up with the same old complaints and weaknesses.
I don't know how else to say this without sounding mean, and I really don't want to beat up on you. I have been where you are, and that is why I (and others) recognize that you need some tough love. But, I see you are not wanting to accept it.
Please Please Please re-read this thread. Is this the person you want to be? If it is, so be it. If not, you need to do so much more than blog.
