Hey Morgan, about that ab tape. I have lost some weight since my 20th reunion is coming.....and I am sometimes depressed.....and I lose my appetite when my mom says things about them.....yeah. Anyways, I still have ...um...not tight abs. You had twins... How do I...ya know..... Write back!
I also cannot visualize my H being apologetic to me about his infidelity because it keeps getting deeper. No remorse in sight. He only feels guilty to his mom and my D but not to me, not one bit. Why not? He knows it is wrong, why else would he lie? But to my face, he acts like so what. OK. Like I deserved it or wanted him out of my life so badly so this is what I get? I dunno. That chapter is good but he is so entitled to his ongoing affair. He just thinks he has a new girlfriend because we broke up and I am just an annoying stalker with no right to care or feel heartbroken. Sorry more babbling!
Good idea about the farm. I think I will do that with the kids too. Cycle of life, nurturing things instead of destroying things, fresh air, real work.
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Me:38 H:39 MLC M:10 R:23 years D6 S3 Bomb: Easter, 2007 "Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."
