Hey, GD, Nomo brings up an excellent point. You're still young enought to date a 19 or 20 year old! For Nomo or I, it would, sigh, just look pathetic
In all seriousness, you sound in a really good place right now. There was nothing wrong for getting your hopes up. Hope and faith are what you were going on. Without that, life's not really worth living. Plus, there is still a chance that she could change her mind.
I am so sorry that you didn't get the results you wanted, but you ARE a better person today than you were 6 months ago.
It will get better,
BD
My latest
Me: 36 W: 35 2 D: 9 and 5 T: 16 years M: 12 10/4/06: Bomb 10/5/06: Ended A 4/22/07: ILYBNILWY
