Yes, I admit that I don't want to see her hot rock bottom, as her rock bottom could mean a literal death sentence, and I am not just saying that as an excuse to see her. Her family doesn't know where she is nor what she has been doing, though they know she has at least made it to work. Being that she only has two close female friends, who haven't heard from her, that points to possibly staying with a guy, and he will most not likely know what to do when she seizes or gets suicidal or has a dizzy spell from her meds/stress. I did try to call her yesterday to let her know I am still her friend, but she didn't answer and hasn't returned my call. I debated about it for about two days before I dialed. So, you are saying that I still shouldn't contact my own W, who suffers seizures, possible BPD and numerous other physical problems, while she is on strong anti-seizure meds and driving her car illegally while under the influence of alcohol? The M is now secondary to me-it's her that I am worried about now, not me.
