morning all. yesterday was a good day overall. even started DR, just read the section on infidelity. nice that that was included, I don't remember it being in DB at all, especially the bit about when H doesn't end the affair. but I'll admit to almost snorting at the parts where H would feel bad/want to make ammends. Guess I really don't see that happening.

busy day today. therapy this morning, a couple of errands, than mostly just outside time with the kids. its supposed to be a gorgeous day here...might take them to a local farm if we have time, or might just play at a friends house (my friend and her kids are watching mine while I'm at therapy). we'll see what the day brings. will NOT hint around about ow when H calls. if she's there, she's there. if she's not, doesn't mean their relationship is over, so why bother?

no gym today, but will do my ab tape. its a small goal I've set for myself recently. not a fan of abwork...love the results, but tend to blow thru it at the gym. doing my tape slows me down. I did good with it last week, continuing this week.

wow, babbling today. hope everyone has a good one!


M-41
H-38
M-10 years, T-14 years
Bomb-PA 3/19/07
Separated-6/7/07
Piecing/h back home 5/08
S-6
S-4
D-4

"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"

-Mary Anne Radmacher