I think I just had one of those moments of realisation where the little light bulb over your head comes on. I think I know why I find it so easy to be angry at and hate OW. Jealousy. Pure, simple, green eyed monster, jealousy. She gets to be with my H and also gets to have him play daddy with her kid. Something I had and something I was looking forward to. I was with him for 10 years and now it's all just fallen right into her lap.

Last edited by Ophelia; 08/14/07 08:36 AM.
Me:30
H:30
Together:10yr
H left:Oct3'06,couple weeks before 5th wed anniv.
No Kids
OW bomb:Jan19'07
My thread: He filed.