Ugh, I know, but it's so damn hard! I just want to call him and rip him a new one: "So in all those emails we've been exchanging lately, I guess you forgot to mention your new 'stepson'"!! I guess he doesn't feel like I have any right or need to know about it, though, which just makes me even angrier.
But wait, there's more! OW is one of his "friends" on myspace of course, but she doesn't actually have a full page or profile, just enough for me to see that they went to high school together!!!
Also, according to one of his blog entries, one of my SIL went bushwalking with both H and OW not too long ago, so evidently she approves of it all, or maybe she's just trying to be diplomatic, (like everyone was back when FIL had his A), who knows. Maybe OW and her kid have already been to family gatherings and been accepted by all and sundry.
This just keeps getting better!! I need a drink to calm my nerves. Why must there be no booze in this house?!?
Am I just kidding myself by staying faithful to my M vows and praying every day that H and I will somehow find our way back to each other? The case against me appears to be pretty strong. One might even say it's fate that two old high school friends would find their way back to each other after so many years. It all just seems so bloody perfect for him, doesn't it?
Me:30 H:30 Together:10yr H left:Oct3'06,couple weeks before 5th wed anniv. No Kids OW bomb:Jan19'07 My thread: He filed.