C'mon, CVA. Get back up on that wagon. I understand about the lack of touch. I'm not touchy with anyone other than my wife and I miss that so much. She does at least give me the occassional hug.
1. You're not going to end up like your brother. 2. I'm going to presume that you're starting to get a little frustrated with your W (OK, that's fact, not presumption). I'm presuming that you're starting to detach and seeing that you might have to date again and that's terrifying. Right there with you. I never really dated anyone other than my wife and that was basically immediate love/connection. I have no idea how to take someone on a date. Plus, I'm terribly shy around people I don't know. Not as bad as I used to be, but still. Dude, you run a company, you're out a lot, you've got a good sense of humor, and WAW said you're a DILF. You're golden.
Let this wave of frustration pass on through and over. It'll get better.
BD
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Me: 36 W: 35 2 D: 9 and 5 T: 16 years M: 12 10/4/06: Bomb 10/5/06: Ended A 4/22/07: ILYBNILWY
