yeah our H's are quite a piece of work. Yes I ask myself why me, but right now I am trying to just figure out what God is trying to teach me right now. I do have to thank H for one thing, without him doing this, I would not be doing the soul searching that I am. I also am learning that I am a pretty tough lady and can do things without him. I honestly thought there was no way I could raise five kids on my own, but I think I am doing an ok job.
