I am sorry too and echo everything that Still said. You may feel like you are at square one, but really, you are very far from it. The way that you responded to W's answer to your request clearly shows that. The degree to which you are so much more aware of yourself and the person you need to be shows that. Even the fact that four months ago, you were uncomfortable stepping on a dance floor and now you can go out there and mop the floor with everyone else (and should have won that medal!) shows how incredibly far you have come.
Take care and dance your little heart out tonight.
