GD's Dilemma, 4

[stillme]

{{{GD}}}

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
You, I'm sure, did awsomely and W, I'm sure, knows this. We've said this b/f: You have made such a huge change (180!) since you started posting and are obviously (even to W!) a much better person at this point - and happier, too - that you are truly a desirable man to be around. Even your acceptance of W's rejection this eve is astounding (o/c not to us who really know you, but to her - yes!)

So, can I just disagree w/a few things you just said? You are NOT at Square One! You have worked your tail off for months, and are living proof of your hard work. You may be FEELING hopeless & powerless, but dammit you are BURSTING w/those things! Hope & Power! You may not be able to see it right now, but I (and the reset of us who've been priviledged to be in on your journey) can! You have learned so much, and implemented such great changes in your life, I am proud FOR you. Even your empathizing & understanding of what brings W to her stand is truly wonderful.

Finally, you are NEITHER pathetic nor an azz (sorry, still can't type that the real way). You are a hurting friend, and we are all hurting for you. I said it before and (o/c) still mean it: You deserve only good things, N; and I believe w/all my heart that they will come to you. Your story has not yet ended.

Peace & more hugs being sent your way,
j
(and remember our pinkie promise)