Oh boy.. where do I start? It's pretty much all bad right now.. H overstepped a HUGE boundary this weekend. I called him out on it (180 for me) and told him that I could't live with his lying and cheating any longer. He BLEW UP and started screaming at me that he was filing for D that HE couldn't live in this loveless marriage, etc. I just agreed with everything he said - that he shouldn't have to live in a miserable marriage and that divorce was the only way for him to be happy. He carried on and said some pretty horrible stuff. He was adamant that the R w/ow was casual phone convo and tm. Oddly, at one point, he said how sad it was that we hadn't even given us a chance by working on our M.. HUH?? The conversation ended and we were to have a discussion later about how to proceed with the divorce.
Later I gave him a letter I had written a while back detailing some personal stuff but ending with the whole "I'm letting you go" thing.
Not a word has been said about the letter and we have not had the big D conversation.. I don't get it.. I'm getting the normal calls, e-mails, hugs, ILY's, and planning for small trips. It's like I'm dealing with opposite ends of the spectrum. Can someone please interpret?? How am I supposed to act/re-act??
