Thanks, Stew. Just going to have to wear a groove in my tongue from biting it. I have to keep the don't believe half of what they say in mind. On the other hand, what if she was never really happy? She's said it both ways. We seemed really happy and I thought we were really good together, as did everyone that knew us. I thought she felt that way too. I guess it's just that I heard the "I don't think we were ever a great couple" for the first time yesterday and that's kindof gotten me shook up. Of course, that was followed in the same conversation by I've been unhappy for 2 or 3 years (a few months ago that was 4 or 5). I also got the "Knowing what I know now, I think I was pretending or playing a role and wasn't as happy as I thought or appeared." That's not exact, but something close to it. I'm no psychologist, but wha??!?!!
I guess this is what everyone means by alien spew. I'd just never heard it.
Sad, hopeful, and confused. Soldiering on.
BD
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Me: 36 W: 35 2 D: 9 and 5 T: 16 years M: 12 10/4/06: Bomb 10/5/06: Ended A 4/22/07: ILYBNILWY
