CVA - Angels vs. Devils

[Not Much Left]

Boy, people like you guys/girls say I give good advice, I need to go read some of it. It is amazing how calm I can be with others when they are flying off the handle; to be honest, its actually amusing to me to watch other people freak out because of how volatile I have been over the years, its sobering! Just a little peek into the very sensitive, sometimes mixed up and twisted mind of CVA!

I saw that movie 23 w/Jim Carey the other day, if you have seen it, you'll understand that I worry about waking up one day and someone saying to me, CVA, dont you know you did xyz? Huh? I did? My W actually told her BFF I had done something 11 years ago that I do not remember. First, should show me that she is still holding quite a bit of built of resentment that she has never forgiven me for, two that I either am blocking or she is fabricating something that didnt happen or at the minimum embelishing quite a bit. Either way, those are the kinds of things I want to get out in the open so they never come back to destroy us again, if I get the chance.

Thanks for all of your support. I fell off the wagon yesterday, but again, maybe I wasnt even on the wagon, just watching it.