I keep having trouble with detaching as well. Mentally, I feel OK. Actions are just so-so. For almost 17 years, like you, I couldn't imagine a future without my W in it. It literally wasn't possible. I'm just starting, but I'm beginning to be able to think of the future and not see her there. Man, it stinks.
Letting her go without comment on taking time off to visit a friend is a big step for you, good job.
Glad you had a good time at the wedding. Bittersweet I'd imagine.
BD
My latest
Me: 36 W: 35 2 D: 9 and 5 T: 16 years M: 12 10/4/06: Bomb 10/5/06: Ended A 4/22/07: ILYBNILWY
