Today isn't starting out well either. I was ok this morning but the longer the day wears on I'm finding it hard not to break down. I still haven't called him and I feel like that's a step in the right direction..but I can't help but thinking that he's not bothered by this at all. He has replaced the place in his heart that I used to fill with love for OW, and I don't know if he's going to see my detaching as a bad thing.
