WAW1978's adventures in DB'ing -3

[waw1978]

Weekend:

In a nutshell…spent too much time at my house with H. He is supposed to go to his sisters or parents the nights that I have D4 but this week when I had two nights with her (Thursday/Friday) he had some work to do and stayed home. I know he can only do work from our home PC since it connects to his office so I really couldn’t object. I took D4 to see a movie on Friday and he wanted to come so I said no problem and we all had a good time, it was good for D4 to have some family time.

Then we have the MC sesh Saturday AM and he tells the MC that things are really great and “getting back to normal”…well there not. Nothing has really changed. So I have to be the bad guy and state this. Yes, we are getting on better but it’s because we do not have daily interaction so there is little to disagree about. As usual…we both leave MC feeling defeated and sad. He is still looking for a quick fix. I am still looking at down the road. Right now we just can’t be in a healthy relationship. He is a bully and let him bully me. Until we both make changes its just not going to work.

Bittersweet event, my duplex is finally ready and I move in this week. I have had some fun shopping for furniture…but on my limited budget most of my stuff is from IKEA…I am handy so hopefully I will be able to assemble all my furniture without hassle. I feel like I am in college again…I almost bought a futon for the living room but just couldn’t lower myself!