oh honey, i'm so sorry your Hs infatuation is keeping him blind, but you know what? you are still master of your destiny. He is like a sick sick man, remember that, right now he is not the person you married, he is blind to his faults and it has nothing to do with who you are as person. I know separation and As take a huge toll of our self steem, but wake up in the morning LOVING who you are, know that you are a beautiful person and the sun for your two children. Prayer keeps me in one piece, when you are blind by hurt and don't see a way out, kneel down and put all that sorrow into your prayer, tell the Lord this burden is too big for you to carry. I'm still amazed how quickly the Lord has healed me, is the ugliness still there and I have a long way to go? yes, but I have peace in my heart, the kind only God can give.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
